This has been a safe week.
When it's time to knock off everyday, I experienced deja-vu.
Everyday's just like yesterday.
Force myself to wake up,work,laugh,lunch,work,stress(Adrenaline & wrinkles catalyst),work,laugh,knock off.
I dunno if I should be content or just more aggressive with life?

Being content is not a bad thing but something's missing.
Being aggressive on the other hand is not a good thing as well cos' you would miss out something that's here all along.

Sometimes I dunno what I am waiting.
I ought to have a goal or a plan but heck, I hate plans. I love to be spontaneous. The only plan I love to come out to is how to have a good Saturday/Sunday..sometimes.
Plus I know it is difficult for an undisciplined self to keep to plans & resolutions.(which I think is just wasting time to act youthful anyway)

I had a dream 2 nights ago.
I dreamt I was back to poly and there I was telling myself that studying in poly is really the best after working outside.
I miss those days whereby time is so flexible and life is just so good despite the tight deadlines of projects & exams. At least you are not alone and you know there will be good life after all the projects.
I even disliked holidays then.That's really boring.

Not that I dont want to move on but I am scare to move on.
The more you move, the more you are distanced from the good o' times.

I always hate to think of the times when I'm finally old and my family is not here anymore.
Face it, this life.
One day I wont be here and God knows where we are, if there's any left of us.